I ran into a acquaintance the other day and my continued quest for employment came up. I told her it looked like I would probably be going into a whole other field of work. She could sense my lack of enthusiasm and asked in a very heartfelt way..."What do you want to do?"
I said, "I WANT TO BE A NINJA!"
No, I didn't say it but I thought it and smiled. I did say "I want to work. I want a job."
The quest continues but I know I will find something soon.